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Post by Shadow on Apr 20, 2007 23:02:18 GMT -5
Leave it to you to curse at inanimate objects
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 21, 2007 8:47:14 GMT -5
Yep, that's definately me....inanimate objects can't get their feelings hurt. I have another rant actually. (I'll apologize to anyone who happens to like this bands' music before I start, but it's more the content that gets to me.) HINDER!!!!!!!![/b] Pick a different topic already!!! Alright, you're a cheating b****** & you feel bad about it! That's supposed to make it all okay I guess? What really set me off about this is when I was listening to a local DJ talking about a Hinder show that she had attended. Apparently there he was signing his songs about cheating & feeling so bad about it....... & all of the girls/women in attendance were crying!!!!!! Come on!! It's just so indicative of how a lot of women think nowadays......"Oh he's such a sensitive cheater, he feels bad afterwards even though he doesn't stop." It just makes me want to puke!
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Post by Shadow on Apr 21, 2007 10:47:49 GMT -5
Sounds familiar...
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Post by Brandybuck on Apr 22, 2007 15:01:12 GMT -5
I feel your pain Laurasia. I heard that DJ as well, and I was just talking to myself in the room. I was like "Well, you shouldn't cheat then, you a**hole. " I would never be one of those women that's for sure. Let's just say that he wouldn't have the equipment anymore to cheat with. *smiles evilly*
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Post by Shadow on Apr 25, 2007 15:11:24 GMT -5
I just have one question.... Why do people insit on lying to themselves? You're not fooling anyone sweetheart so take that fake *** smile off your face. As long as I've known you, yes I can tell when you aren't happy. You may be getting what you want from someone else what you couldn't get from me... but don't try to lie to me. Don't tell me things couldn't be better because they can be... and everytime you sit back and think of me and how things used to be... you remember that it didn't have to be this way, you choose your own destiny, and you see where it got you. You were the one that picked to go the route you did, no me, not my fault. Not my problem anymore. You can go fight your own battles. Because as of 12:58 last night, I'm not a part of that crap anymore. You've "got someone there" for you now, tell him to do it. "Oh you don't know what it's like to be with a guy so you can never really understand where I'm coming from." Yes I have and yes I can, and is that all a relationship really means to you? The only real difference between being with a guy or a girl is the risk. Being with a guy is no big deal. Being with another girl just means the love is that much stronger, because both people are willing to risk everything they've built on their own to go against the norm. Not everybody just "accepts" things like that ok! Take a reality check and sit back and rest for a while, because with your oblivion dear... it's gonna knock you on your *** hard. I'm done with this ****.
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 27, 2007 11:42:03 GMT -5
~hugs Brezo tightly~
I couldn't be prouder of you, love! ;D
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Post by Shadow on Apr 27, 2007 15:36:11 GMT -5
*hugs back* Sorry about that... I know it's a rant thread and all but.... I'm sick of the childishness all... the... time!! It really gets old after a while.
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Post by Brandybuck on Apr 28, 2007 9:27:37 GMT -5
*applauds Brezo* Sweetie, I know that it has been hard for you, but I can't keep the smile off my face right now. There is someone out there for you who is much better.
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Post by Rowan on May 3, 2007 6:28:39 GMT -5
Agreed . You deserve way better hon and you know it. If something dosn't kill you , it makes you stronger . Isn't that how the saying goes?
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Post by Shadow on May 13, 2007 0:29:19 GMT -5
Am I really this much of a sucker for punishment? She calls and like the whipped puppy I was, I answered.... I never let anyone get to me like that before! No one has ever held me down! And it's taken me almost two years to realize it. I mean, I've always been the type, if we're together, you want it, it's yours kinda person. But with her it was so much worse. I gave up so much for this girl and.... gah... I can sit here and talk trash about her all night, but that won't change the fact that I'll still think about her before I go to sleep. I've fought for her many times, had my a** handed to me a few times for her, heck I've taken broken ribs, stab wounds and gun shots for this girl! And to this day I don't think she cared. But it never fails.... I just want to know where I went wrong. How did I get myself into all this crap in the first place? She tells me she wants me in her life... HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT??? How can you still be there for someone who "loved" you for so long, then turned their back on you? But I can't tell her no. If I do I'll hate myself for it. I really don't know what to do when it comes to her anymore. She says she needs me which I think is crap. I mean, you didn't need me to go off and sleep with 9 people while you were with me. Why do you need me now when you've got a boyfriend and you're supposably pregnant? Not to mention 4 of the 9 people you cheated on me with, still in your everyday life. I'm so tied up with everything right now. Confused, depressed, and feel like I don't have anything left in this world.
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Post by Laurasia on May 14, 2007 8:48:57 GMT -5
Don't say that! You didn't do a da** thing wrong. It was her immature, inconsiderate a** that went & slept with 9 other people.....not something that you did.
Let her have her boyfriend & various other lovers. You have too much going on right now to be dealing with her stupid games. There are people in your life that care enough to not mess with your head, you don't need her.
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Post by Brandybuck on May 14, 2007 10:32:17 GMT -5
Agreed. If I said anything else, it would just be all cuss words, so I agree with Laurasia.
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Post by Shadow on May 14, 2007 13:12:28 GMT -5
I know, I just really don't know how to deal with it.
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Post by boogieman on May 17, 2007 22:47:04 GMT -5
worthless and alone... thats all that i have ever been... and all I will ever be. i dont care how great soem say I am. In the end a life wihtout me has proven over and over to be a better one for them. I dont why shes gotten this way. I dont knwo if it was me or soemthig else. But I cant take it anymore. If its me I dont wish to ail her longer. and if its not. she has made it quite obviouse that No matter what i do or say, I cant change nothing in the slightest bit..... So I leave it to her. her disision of what she wants,,, where she wants to go. and my life she is.. wiht out her I will surly die. one way. or another. but alas it matters not. for she is all the does. and im not worth her,,, nor her love. so now its to her to pick. if i should live or die. .... for anymore.. without her.. I have nothing to live for. not my self, not my pain. and no matter how much i love her, dont change if she really loves me. i dont know maybe i was wrong. but I will will pay for the consiquences gladly if i must. If i have to die to teach her soemthign. it will make every one else happier without me. and she will learn a lession that cant be learn anyother way.
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Post by darknessfoundme on May 17, 2007 23:29:49 GMT -5
Can't you see that, that's the exact attitude that got us into this mess? "Poor poor pitiful me" What am I supposed to say? I can't stroke your ego 24/7 it just gets so tiresome. You don't believe me anyway when I say I love you and you are worth the air you breathe. You don't believe me anyway when I tell you I don't want to leave you. You don't really believe in me, how can you if you don't believe in yourself? What would make me want to stay with you if you can't love yourself? You'll never really be happy with me because you have to first be happy with yourself....You keep wanting to die, you keep saying life would be better without you...well prove to me that it won't be better. And you have no idea how utterly childish it is for you to say " so now its to her to pic. if i should live or die..." What makes you think I want you to die? What gives you the right to push something like that on me? What gives you the right to play the "guilt card" and what gives you the right to demand that I choose for you?! Why should I have to make your decisions? Wake up, these decisions are not easy. Why should I be YOUR will to live? You have to live for yourself before you can live for someone else. You have to. I can't make you live and I can't make you die. I don't want that responsibility on me and it's not fair of you to put it all on me. I've told you I love you and I want to be with you. But it's never enough for you. Never enough, well if all that I am isn't enough then I don't know what is. So you keep on feeling sorry for yourself and hating yourself and convinced that you're worthless and alone, but I know that you're not and a whole lot of other people know that you're not too...but the only person who can change the way you think is you.
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