My experience as a Psi donor.

[Brandybuck]

I will try to relate here all that I can think of (in so far as I have thus far experienced) on a life as a psi-vampire donor.

At first I was a very confused individual...I thought that I was a psychic vampire. Let me explain. When I was younger, I was more apt to be afraid of thunderstorms than most children. I know..all of us were scared of them, right? However, I wasn't afraid of the thunder. You see I thought the lightning was going to come into my window and strike me. Whenever there was an electrical storm in tha area, all of the hair on my body would stand up. I felt like a weather vane just waiting to be hit. That is very terrifying as a child when you have no clue what is going on. Now, being a 27 year old adult, I have learned how to "deal with my energy levels" so that storms usually do not affect me that severly.

I first began to realize that I had a higher energy level than others when I started hanging around with the wrong people. Very negative people who feed off of nothing more than negativity. I began to feel drained after associating with these people. But , unlike my friends, I seemed to bounce back faster from these negative encounters. It is like I could "replenish myself" on energy. It wasn't until I became friends with Laurasia that I began to understand what I was. Whereas psychic vampires feed off of electrical appliances, etc.., I tend to feed those needs from the extra store of energy I seem to possess.

There is nothing supernatural about being a donor. From what I have been able to understand of my condition, I have a higher energy aura than most people. I think that automatically makes me an empathetic because I feel things very, very strongly. It is very easy for me to absorb energy. Over the past few years, since I have realized what I am, I try to release the energy in spurts. I am lucky enough to have a psi on hand to donate to. However, when I need to get rid of it in other fashions, I usually do grounding exercises or meditation to stabilize. You see, if I let it build up, and build up, I get similar effects that a psi vampire gets. I get emotional symptoms such as depression, anxiety, or mood swings. Or, I get physical symptoms such as weakness, nausea, and fatigue. It haa gotten so bad in the past, that I actually thought I was in a bad bout of the flu..when really I had too much energy in my body.

I am open to questions, and if I can explain them I will. Just like all psi's, all donors experience things differently. I will help wherever I can.

[Laurasia]

Hi Brandybuck.

I am lucky enough to have a psi on hand to donate to.

Not nearly as lucky as I am for having you in my life.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[Brandybuck]

'blushes'

That was a really sweet thing to say.

I hope that the above information will help you, seeing as that you are frequently asked about donors. Just refer them to the post here, and let me handle it for you.

[Laurasia]

Hi Brandybuck.

Oh I will. It's wonderful to actual have you on here now to help with the explanations regarding conduits/donors. At least you can relay it via personal experience.

Sincerely,
Laurasia

[Rowan]

thanks Brandybuck for that brilliantly informative thread.
I wondered what the advantages were and it clears it up a lot here.
Does the relationship have to be very personal between donor and vampire ?
Would that make a difference at all if you didnt like the person feeding from you?
Is there any time you felt you let too much energy be released?
thanks again , both of you

[Brandybuck]

Rowan,

Please keep in mind that I can only speak from the perspective of myself. Just like Psi vampires, Psi donors feel a lot of things differently. I guess that it all depends on that individual person. As for myself, I am happy to answer your questions.:

Does the relationship have to be very personal between donor and vampire ?

I would answer this with a resounding YES. There are too many people in the world who cannot be trusted..especially when it entails energy work. Even though it sickens me, the truth remains that there are psychic vampires (as well as donors) who use there abilities for nothing more than energy manipulation. The result of this is the poor reputation that Psi vampires have had to deal with..

Would that make a difference at all if you didnt like the person feeding from you?

Again..I would have to state most definitly. If there is not a mutual respect between the two parties, there is bound to be some unwanted energy that is passed. It could make you feel weak afterwards...or perhaps slightly dizzy. In the past before I realized what I was, there was a friend of mine who was a psychic vampire (though I didn't know that either). Well, whenever he felt like it, he would draw energy off of me and use it for his own selfish needs. Since our friendship was going downhill fast, this made me hate him even more once I realized what he was doing. So, no, I would never let someone feed off of my energy that I did not like and trust. I just find that it can be way too dangerous.

Is there any time you felt you let too much energy be released?

LOL! Oh yeah. That usually happens if I am angry and I am ranting nonstop about something. I have been so angry that I have made tvs flicker and even turn on and off when I am very upset. You figure that I am already releasing energy by ranting..couple that with the thoughts that I am not expressing, and you see what can happen.

The symptoms off that tend to be drowsiness and a feeling of weakness. Usually, if I drink orange juice it seems to help. However, considering that I am a conduit...the energy will slowly rebuild itself anyways..so sometimes I just go to sleep.

[Rowan]

Brandybuck
thank you so much for taking the time out to answer
It seems common sense to follow those guidelines in relation to trust.
Im delighted you decided to start this thread .
No doubt il have more questions soon

[Brandybuck]

Whenever you have questions, just feel free to ask dear.

I am glad that I could help.

[hadassah]

After giving birth to my daughter Heather in October of 1993, my husband meet a girl who he gave our phone number too. She would call me a lot about her problems and I would feel very drained after talking to her. At that time I didn't understand what was going on. I thought it was because I just given birth is why I felt so drained talking to this girl.

My husband used to talk about people who could drain you of your energy. He never called them psy vamps but energy sapes.

She told me about someone else that knew her. When I talked to this person they mentioned that she could drain you of your energy. They told me to put some boundaries on her phone calls and only allow her to call me once a week. I took this person's advice and I didn't feel drained talking to her once a week.

Of coure during this time I think I was lacking calium because of giving birth to four children so close together and I would have trouble sleeping and it would take me four hrs to fall asleep until I began to over dose on calium maginium vitamines and could sleep again.