Rowan
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Post by Rowan on Mar 24, 2007 7:31:18 GMT -5
Aw Brezo . *hugs* hon
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Post by Shadow on Apr 4, 2007 0:12:06 GMT -5
"Had we never loved so kindly. Had we never loved so blindly. Never met - or never parted - We had ne'er been brokenhearted. - Robert Burns"
You tell me you love me, then tell me you think you love him. You want to spend the rest of your life with me, but he makes you happy like I do.... or did rather. Now you tell me you might be pregnant by him? Ok, whatever... that's why we started arguing in the first place. Two months ago when I told you someone we knew was having twins and you flipped out on me. It stayed that way ever since. I can't recall one night you were happy since then. Well, you've got him, he makes you happy... But I bet you if it came down to it he wouldn't do half the s**t I did for you. All the fighting just so I could hear your voice the next day. Fighting to keep them off of you. Still fighting to keep them off of you. You say it hurts you to know what you've done has me the way I am. You hate the fact that I'm cutting and drinking. But you don't care. You've got someone who makes you happy... you've probably got the child you wanted so much. You've got everything you wanted. And don't tell me it's not like you wanted it to be because I'm not in the picture anymore... that was your choice....
never forgiven because I'm just another memory
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Post by Shadow on Apr 10, 2007 0:52:46 GMT -5
Well, I thought I was doing good. Finally moving on and getting over her. After what I just found out and the irony of it all made my heart drop yet again. Now how was I supposed to react to this? You cheat on me and tell me you think you're pregnant. Now you tell me you are pregnant and the due date is my birth date?? HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO REACT??? It's bad enough I can't go a single night without drowning in tears as it is. ... .... I'm to the point where I just want to give up on love completely. The people I like like that, don't like me, so it doesn't matter. Fight for you life.... for what? Why when I'll only get screwed time and time again?
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 10, 2007 8:48:13 GMT -5
Sweety, I really think that the two of you need to stop speaking to one another. All you guys ever do is mess with each other's heads anymore. She has moved on......just because she wants to still have you in her life "as a friend" doesn't mean that it is going to work that way.
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Post by Shadow on Apr 10, 2007 13:52:37 GMT -5
It's not messing with my head... just my heart. We had gotten to where we were almost ready to go off on our own and wanted to have a family. It just hit hard because that was my place he took from me and my babygirl... you know? I know things probably won't work out like she wants them to. I just can't help but to still worry about her from time to time.
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Post by Brandybuck on Apr 10, 2007 20:26:48 GMT -5
I know that it hurts, but it is for the best. I know that you don't want to hear it, but she is with someone else now....let him take care of her and worry about her safety. I understand that you will worry, but it is not worth the sleepless nights and all the negativity that you are creating for yourself. *hugs*
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Post by Shadow on Apr 10, 2007 23:12:43 GMT -5
I know it's for the better. just can't get it through to my heart.... it's crushed and she's all it's known for almost three years now. It's just going to take time
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