Rowan
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Post by Rowan on Nov 11, 2006 19:29:57 GMT -5
It dosnt have to make sense to me LOL . Perhaps Mithrandir's priorities are different from what we might consider important. Once you understand the intention is what counts.
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Post by Laurasia on Nov 12, 2006 16:45:27 GMT -5
Actually he can usually tell what is truly important before I can, so he ends up seeming rather indifferent about things that I think are urgent. I've come to learn that when that occurs I usually need to relax about the issue. Later on I often realize why he acted so indifferent.
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 9, 2007 14:15:15 GMT -5
I think that I may have unravelled the mystery surrounding this "entity" as well ...... There has always been something else that nagged me about him, even though I agree with the fact that he was a psi vampire - such as the very deep connection that I felt with him. Anyway, the thought occured to me the other day perhaps he was risidual energy from my last incarnation as a sanguinarian Nazi. A bit far out, but I think plausible. I mean he was a sang in life when he was corporal, isn't it logical that when his essence became strictly energy that he would have to psi feed instead? It also struck me that his presence stopped around the beginning of my own awakening & start of my own self-understanding in regards to spiritual matters/reincarnation.
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Post by Shadow on Apr 9, 2007 21:07:31 GMT -5
Maybe it wasn't so much as a connection you felt with him but rather the "you" that you didn't know about at the time. It makes sense. Ok this brings up more questions. He let you know he was "there" the way he did every four years, but only attacked a member of your family. Makes me wonder if maybe your cousin was a vampire (as someone else in your family) and he was your shield until you figured out how to protect yourself with them, which is when he stopped showing himself. But with him still being there could very well mean that he was/is your vampiric half.
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Post by Laurasia on Apr 10, 2007 8:45:51 GMT -5
That's what I was thinking as well. Well my cousin is definately not a vampire. That theory also wouldn't work because he would have been kicking my mom's a** on a daily basis if he were protecting me from being fed on by another vampire. I really can't figure out yet why he would "materialize" every so often & want my undivided attention. He must have been feeding, as Is has suggested, but why from me? Unless it was because we are so closely connected.
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Post by Shadow on Apr 10, 2007 13:48:50 GMT -5
True.. didn't think about your mom yet at the same time I did...
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Post by hadassah on Sept 8, 2007 22:05:18 GMT -5
I am not sure what to think of him. It is hard to say because I believe a spirit guide would not bring fear.
Your first story of him reminded me of the story of Samuel in the Bible. Samuel had the same expience of his name being called and he thought it was the high priest calling his name. The high priest told him it was God and to told him that the next time he heard his name called to say "speak Lord." Of couse in this situration it was God speaking not a spirit guide.
I had an expierence with an angel once. I was scared of the dark and an angel came to me and said he would protect me. He was tall and he used my mother's voice to speak to me.
I believe we can be scared by angels and spirit guides but if they are there to help us, they would offer us peace and comfort and tell us not to be afraid of them. I don't believe they would keep bringing us fear onless they are a dark spirit.
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Post by Laurasia on Sept 10, 2007 13:05:14 GMT -5
I agree with you, Hadassah, that the entity that I am speaking of here is not a "guardian spirit" or "angel" - as neither of those things would act in the manner that he did.
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