Post by twilight on Oct 16, 2005 22:52:02 GMT -5
This might be a bit of an odd topic, but I have wanted to talk about it for a long time, but people don't usually understand and they laugh or dismiss it.
What I want to talk about is how books affect us. Now, obviously since we are at a site called Middle-Earth Pagans, I know of at least one trilogy which has had a sizeable effect on some people! But either in a general sense, or specifically, what kind of impact do books, stories, or poems have on you?
For me, I have to admit that books make me feel joy and love and hate and sorrow that I don't feel in life. I don't know why, but I don't usually feel emotion, and I have come into the habit of not showing it (not the same as "bottling it up" though.) Like I said, I don't know why this is. Maybe because I went through a period of a few years where I hated everyone: my parents, people who were supposed to be my friends, my enemies, the world. And it had no use, so I stopped. But now I don't love either, and because of that I can only feel sadness and happiness to a vey low extent. It's not bad, and is probably better than grieving all the time, but sometimes it makes me feel "dead."
But, for some reason when I read I can have all these, and deeply, too. I wasn't even sad when my grandfather died, even though I loved him, and knew him, but I cried at the end of the sixth Harry Potter book. (I'm not telling what happens in case you all haven't read it!) I felt like my heart was shredding and my mind was numb with horror as if it had happened in my own life. In Lord of the Rings, I grieved when Frodo left the others at the Grey Havens, and even more so when I read the Appendices about Merry and Pippin dying.
A year ago I was on a train that almost crashed head-on into an oncoming freight train. I wasn't afraid, even though I thought I might die. But I feel fear when I read about the horrors of prisons of Melkor and Sauron, and the chase of the Nazgul.
It's not just Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter either, it happens with a lot of books that are great. I've said before that the mark of a great book is that it makes you feel like it were your own life. For me this is the greatest power of great books, because I have so little emotion in my life. (I don't mean that in a self- pitying way, it's just how it is; I like my life in fact)
It is almost ironic in a way, that what turned me away from the path of hate that I was on was the feeling of sadness and hope and bravery and hope that I got from Lord of the Rings. I had never been so affected by anything before. But, it was also when I turned from this path that I stopped feeling. Ironic.
This is something that is very personal to me, and that I have never shared with anyone before, but I trust you guys!
So what have been your experiences? How have books affected or changed you? Or do they at all?
~Aelish~
What I want to talk about is how books affect us. Now, obviously since we are at a site called Middle-Earth Pagans, I know of at least one trilogy which has had a sizeable effect on some people! But either in a general sense, or specifically, what kind of impact do books, stories, or poems have on you?
For me, I have to admit that books make me feel joy and love and hate and sorrow that I don't feel in life. I don't know why, but I don't usually feel emotion, and I have come into the habit of not showing it (not the same as "bottling it up" though.) Like I said, I don't know why this is. Maybe because I went through a period of a few years where I hated everyone: my parents, people who were supposed to be my friends, my enemies, the world. And it had no use, so I stopped. But now I don't love either, and because of that I can only feel sadness and happiness to a vey low extent. It's not bad, and is probably better than grieving all the time, but sometimes it makes me feel "dead."
But, for some reason when I read I can have all these, and deeply, too. I wasn't even sad when my grandfather died, even though I loved him, and knew him, but I cried at the end of the sixth Harry Potter book. (I'm not telling what happens in case you all haven't read it!) I felt like my heart was shredding and my mind was numb with horror as if it had happened in my own life. In Lord of the Rings, I grieved when Frodo left the others at the Grey Havens, and even more so when I read the Appendices about Merry and Pippin dying.
A year ago I was on a train that almost crashed head-on into an oncoming freight train. I wasn't afraid, even though I thought I might die. But I feel fear when I read about the horrors of prisons of Melkor and Sauron, and the chase of the Nazgul.
It's not just Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter either, it happens with a lot of books that are great. I've said before that the mark of a great book is that it makes you feel like it were your own life. For me this is the greatest power of great books, because I have so little emotion in my life. (I don't mean that in a self- pitying way, it's just how it is; I like my life in fact)
It is almost ironic in a way, that what turned me away from the path of hate that I was on was the feeling of sadness and hope and bravery and hope that I got from Lord of the Rings. I had never been so affected by anything before. But, it was also when I turned from this path that I stopped feeling. Ironic.
This is something that is very personal to me, and that I have never shared with anyone before, but I trust you guys!
So what have been your experiences? How have books affected or changed you? Or do they at all?
~Aelish~