Late night ramblings

[lovemeorhateme]

Have you ever felt alone?
Have you ever been scared?
Have you ever died and then be born again?
It's hard, this thing called life...

Isn't it hard standing in the rain?
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain.
No one can hear,
Though you're screaming so load...
You're all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it weird...even though we're just 2 strangers
We're both trying to find our place in the sun
We've lived in the shaddows
But doesn't everyone?

I'm sick of sitting on the side
Waiting for a sign and hoping that my luck will change
I'm reaching for a hand that can understand
Someone who feels the same
But when you live in this f****d up world if you're different you can't win
Cause you don't stand out...but you don't fit in...you're weird.

I found a person who understands
Someone who feels the same
But when I reach out my hand to them it's pointless
I'm just left alone again.

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to do
I don't know who I am
All I know is I Love You
But love,
It is not strong enough to make the mountains move
Once again here I am alone and feeling blue...

I have felt alone
I have been scared
I have died and I have been born again
I hate this life I lead
I could die again, and again by my own hand
But I wont...for it would do me no good...
Every time I die I'll just return and be forced to live,
Time and time again...

WILL THIS CIRCLE NEVER END?!?!?!?!

[lovemeorhateme]

sorry guys...i know this one stinks but...i'm working through a major block right now and it's all coming out as crap!

[Brandybuck]

It sounds ok to me sweetie..I have found that writing with feeling is never "stinky." You are only writing what is in your heart at the time.