Wishing The Unwishable

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Have you ever loved some one so much that you lie awake wishing they would think about you, hoping that they'd wish that you were lying right beside them as you do every time you fall asleep?

Do you ever wish that they'd hold you in their arms so tightly as if they'd never let you go, listen to their heart beat with yours as if you both were meant for eachother all along?

Do you ever hope that one day when you look into their eyes they will stare back with the same love and intensity you look at them with, as if the world could crumble around you both and you wouldn't know it because your eyes are so fixed on eachother?

Have you ever wished that they would kiss you like they did once before because when ever you both kissed every thought in your mind falls away and everything around you is at a stand still?

Have you ever asked your self Why did they brake my heart or asked What flaw did i have that kept you from loving me still or what caused you to leave me?

And yet I ask myself this question....Why did I ever fall in love?

It is better to never fall in love.

-Mindy Sue Strickland

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Mindy wrote this and i thought it was really good and asked if i could post it...she said only if i promise to put her name on it...which i did....This hit home for me. When Chris and i split before i opened up and told heather how I feel....this was me. Now I have my babygirl and she mends every part of me that asked those questions...Now there is a new list of questions...starting with Why me? How could some one so beautiful, unique, and just so perfect love someone as insignificant as myself? and ending with How could I ever have made it this far with out you? ...hope you guys enjoy this poem and it makes you think as much as me....

[Brandybuck]

Having found my one true love, I can connect with most of what Mindy wrote.

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Brandybuck,
Yes, Even now I can relate to those feelings that she misses and those moments because I have them. I understand the last of it because i used to ask myself those. Chris and I were engaged and together almost a year which looking back now isn't that long of a time...he was my first love just like anthony was for mindy...anthony is who it's about by the way...so we relate to eachother and i give her the best advice i can based off what happened with me and chris because the samething is happening to her...exact same thing,too. it's weird.

[Shadow]

Hey baby. I told you what I thought about this last night. We both know where she's coming from. And to top it off, she's got so much going on and I know missing him isn't helping. When I called her she seemed in a good mood and told me dern near everything! Her parents trying to keep her in Kings, crap at school. She's a mess. Tell Sweet-n-Low she can call me to get her whenever she needs to, even if it's to go get her.

-Heather

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lol if you got to get sweet-n-low you better come get me too....she's here in TN with me you know? Same school....ect. I know all the drama especially the school crap cause I'm there with her through it all & Yes i know what you think about it babygirl.... :-) well I love you ttyl...

[Brandybuck]

brit..I am glad that you are able to relate to it.

I am the same way with a lot of poems..mostly written a long time ago (I love the classics like Byron, Keats, etc)..but when someone writes something and it hits a nerve deep within yourself..I feel that is a good way of getting to know yourself.

[twilight]

This sounds beautiful. I cannot relate to it, never having really loved anyone. I don't know whether it is better, like they say, 'to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.' There's a lot of pain involved in love, as this clearly shows, but I guess it's not all bad.

~Aelish