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Post by miezekatze on Nov 6, 2005 14:06:54 GMT -5
At night I lay awake Staring at the clock Alone in dark, seductive silence I wait for you...
But last night was different Last night was unique As I lay there wide awake I felt something brush across my cheek
I turn and look beside me But nothing did I see So I lay back once more Gazing up at my stars
I feel this sensation once again It moved down to my neck I did not move I just held my stare
Then I feel arms around me tight Tears hit my eyes I finally look away I try so hard not to cry
Still they flow... I realized I'm not on my own I'm not alone in the darkness I can not see you but I know you're there
Baby, you're in my heart Someday I will see you I will hold you once again Knowing this has saved me, time and time again.
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Post by Shadow on Nov 6, 2005 16:41:50 GMT -5
Oh my love if only you knew, I'm always there, always beside you I'm there every night with you when you're fast asleep I'm there when you need me, there when you weep I'm always there, day after day I'm always there, never to go away Sorry about the response, just remembering how we used to do (talking by poems). It's amazing how feeling float. You know what I mean babygirl. You've done it to me so don't start. I love you mahal. Yours forever, Heather
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 6, 2005 16:53:15 GMT -5
If you only knew! When your with me I'm also with you I watch you as you dream at night Seeing you is a beautiful sight If you could feel me I'd hold you close If you could taste me I'd kiss you Forever and always, You are my life.
What's wrong with talking in poems? I love when you do that! I love you babygirl and as you've read...i know you're with me...always!
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Post by Shadow on Nov 6, 2005 17:11:43 GMT -5
Hehehe, nothing wrong with the rhymes That knowing every day I can call you mine To know you're there, seeing you or not Knowing without you I may as well rot Without you, baby, I swear I'd do it End it all, go out screaming SCREW IT!!!
ok that just messed it up. You just had to call when i was writing! I'm stopping now b/c it sounds stupid. And you want to laugh b/c you know I can listen and think and type at the same time. I can multi-task, just not right now. Love you
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 6, 2005 21:54:12 GMT -5
You say you may as well rot But as for me I would not Not only without you But also for you In the darkest depths of he** Baby, I would burn for you I'd sale my soul to Satan If only to keep you safe You're more than my world You're my universe What else can I say? Baby, I love you! ;D
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Post by Shadow on Nov 6, 2005 22:09:42 GMT -5
You'd sale your soul to keep me safe? Who's watching over who baby? You know how far I'd go for you Can I go any further? mabye.... If only I could be with you now I'd run a thousand miles to get to you Distance has no limitation on love I'd do anything in the world for you You know I love you with everything and more These posts could go on forever And they can't get us for rambling, it's poetry I love you babygirl, now, always and forever... Yours forever, Scott <<< haha
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 6, 2005 22:27:39 GMT -5
Yes, Baby, I'd sale my soul Forever I would burn For you I give my life, I would live a life of torture while wearing a smile. If it would allow you to be happy Even if just for a little while. Someone could rape me Dip me in acid Slowly rip out my nails one by one Peel my skin off my body then cover me with salt And then tell me if I leave you the pain would stop I wouldn't They would have to kill me But still in death I will always love you!
Love always and with dreams of Forever, ~*~Britt~*~
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Post by Shadow on Nov 7, 2005 23:33:00 GMT -5
Lets not talk about those threats anymore Don't want to flare up old issues do you? Well it's not like it matters anymore Bet they won't try ever again to mess with you Yeah there were bruises and yeah they hurt But only for a little while my love They couldn't get me down and never will Anything to protect my angel from above From the first day I laid eyes on you I know there was something about you Yes I saw your mom hit you for staring But I was staring too... I felt it when I walked into the room! Something triggering on the inside At first I was scared to tell you Then realized I had nothing to hide I fell into your eyes And I was caught by your heart I swear on my life Only death will tear us apart You saved each day As you did that night I'll be yours forever With or without a fight. I love you babygirl... my beautiful sunshine I only want you to myself.... hehehe.. SHE'S MINE!!!!!!
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 11, 2005 19:46:15 GMT -5
Yes Baby the bruises do hurt, But, mine, for more than a little while For years upon years they never stop Shrap pains Always in the same spot! Only you make them stop The memories aren't as reaccurent with you around I love you my Blutengel Now drama at home has us apart Not Able to speak Not the phone or online But soon with the help of a Grey Hound Bus It will be just the two of us.... I miss you so much I can't stand it Baby, it hurts to breath! I need you Sweetie Your my oxygen I need your love to live. Soon I know you'll be here You'll be here to breath into me Breath so I can live... Please answere yes to my mother's offer We can be happy, together, forever!
I love you my sweet angel!
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Post by Shadow on Nov 19, 2005 1:22:02 GMT -5
Hello my love, yes it's taken a while Sorry it's been so long You know what's been going on lately Me and the parents not getting along I still can't believe he did that Didn't expect it at all But sure enough, he got pissed We fought and I lost to the wall... It was almost the worst night Eyes blurred with tears from crying Pain, hate, frustration combined My head filled with thoughts of just dying But it got worse.... stupid deer... And it didn't die, as hard as it hit Messed up my car and kept on going Made me wanna go back and run over it! *screams* Man it's late, I'm tired and full And actually a little sleepy if you can believe it Soon we'll be in each other's arms True rest... babes we both need it!
Love you my sweet and I should be ungrounded soon. -Stitch
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 20, 2005 13:24:05 GMT -5
Soon, yes i know But not soon enough Why does life have to be so tough I've lost so much this year and it's not even over I've cried almost every night I keep losing my friends I lost my father I may lose my mother And soon my aunt... But at least, I still have my lover. Rest In Peace: L.A. Spence, Chris Underwood, My Zack, Angel Brown, And Tyler Brown; A kiss good night to Daddy I'll see them all again some day Sometimes I feel that day is coming soon But baby at least i still have you. You keep me holding on when I want to just give-up and fall. You make me laugh when i want to cry But most of all, my love You make me live when i want to die. I love you my Blutengel.... Please be safe Baby I need you I'll die if i lose you That, my dear, is no threat But a promise... :'(Plz hurry and get ungrounded...I need you, *tear* so bad....Life is a B**** and it's kicking my a$$ right now. :-*I love you Always and Forever Soon we'll be together, ~*~Britt~*~
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Post by Shadow on Nov 23, 2005 13:42:44 GMT -5
Hello my love, I miss you like crazy Sorry haven't responded in a while I know me being grounded isn't helping Good to know I can still make you smile Every day I sit and think Asking myself what I would be without you I have to stop and shake it off Lets just say I'm completely different because of you This one is short And I hope that doesn't bother you Just as long as I get my point across Baby I love you...
-Stitch
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 24, 2005 0:02:12 GMT -5
Length does not matter Unless it's our time apart But at least you are here inside my heart. Even though one by one Those I care about either die or hurt me I know I still have you to stand beside me! Every time I start to fall You help me over come it all. You lead me through the dark when I can't see, You give me faith In you I believe You are so much stronger than I give you credit for Yet I know inside you're as delicate as a rose. Your my perfect mate. Every tear I shed has never been anger toward you 'Cause you're the one who pulls me through. I love you more than these words could ever express I can't wait till you're in my arms to caress. As time goes on our love only grows I want the whole world to know! No, not the world but the universe I want to scream it so that every star can hear it! Always and forever isn't long enough Till death do us part is not for us Even in death we'll be together
I love you my beautiful angel....sorry this is so sappy but it's true...and believe me there's alot more i want to say...this poem could go on and on...LOL like the energizer bunny! :*
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Post by Shadow on Nov 24, 2005 0:32:42 GMT -5
You say I'm stronger than you give me credit Scott's death at my early age I guess is to blame I've always been tough to be strong no matter what Yet I still tear up every time I hear his name There is a big difference you know Being mentally strong and physically strong With a love as close and true as ours Neither strength is wrong I'm worried about Cody baby Even though he's home, he's still not ok I'm probably over reacting This is about the time Corey was taken from us I'm not going to get into that here That and I have no words left... I need to see you baby I love you and miss you (Seems your mood got better, sorry the moods swing kicked in between the time we talked on the phone and now. I love you babygirl) -Stitch
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Post by miezekatze on Nov 24, 2005 15:00:01 GMT -5
No one is mentally stable by definition It's just apart of the condition Mental or sane does not matter I love you the same either way When those we love are ripped away They're never really far away. Though it may seem you're left alone, Everyone is against you, You're insecure and confused, In your heart they're always with you. When you need me Just close your eyes And feel me hold you tight. I'll hold you, baby, I promise All through the night.
I'm sorry things are going so bad baby. If you need me, call me, use AP, what ever you have to do...I'm always here for you...
Love Always, Britt
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