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Post by Laurasia on Oct 12, 2005 6:52:40 GMT -5
Hi Stitch.
I'm so sorry to hear that Britt, once again, can't come this weekend. Though maybe it is for the best right now. Trust me it's not as though the two of you will never see each other again, it's just postponed.
And how is the friend that was shot? I certainly hope that they are alright!
Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Brandybuck on Oct 14, 2005 19:43:37 GMT -5
I absolutely cannot STAND people who do not appreciate what they have! So many individuals are so greedy and self-centered that they do not take the time out to realize who they are hurting or offending in the process! I will not list a specific instance, because I would be here all day. I see it so much that it makes me ill...from watching the news to witnissing it myself at the grocery store. I wish that people would just take some time out of their day (no matter how busy they think they are) to appreciate life..to appreciate their loved ones who care for them (if this is applicable)...to appreciate nature. Maybe then there would be a lot less pain in the world.
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Post by miezekatze on Oct 20, 2005 19:04:37 GMT -5
Ok...My turn to gripe! I'm so stressed out right now it isn't even funny! You have to understand that well i randomly absorb others emotions...i feel what they feel, sometimes even physical pain. Well After returning from UT this summer I'm already bummed cause i have to leave my baby for god knows how long and return to school where my ex resides. Not just ex botfried...ex fiance! We have the same friends so we have to "deal" with each other. Here lately we're getting along for some odd reason. Well, My Bestfriend gets abused at home...i've known this for a while...but what could i do about it...i've been in the room when it happens! We have to go to court Nov. 15 (wish us luck) and my mom is trying to get custody of her. She might be pregnant and *deep breath* lets not get into that one quite yet! I made plans to be with heather and as you've already read..it got shot all to crap...well, 2 weeks ago my dad died....the weekend i was supposed to be out of state! I wish i was when i get that blow! I would of had my baby there to comfort me....her arms, but NO! Also I'm like the psychiatrist for what the school calls "the black mass"...my friends...and appearantly they all gotta have a break down at the same time so not only am i trying to find a way to morn for my father, get to heather, and get heaven a safe home but now i got a friend going into false labor at school on one side of me, another who picked up an STD from their partner that they've been with for 2 years...obviously that fell through! One who got in a car wreck...thankfully is ok, one with a bleeding eye who refuses to go home or let the nurse see (my goodness i'm not a doctor...don't tell me to diagnose it!) another with lead stuck in her eye who also wants me to fix it and refuses to go to the nurse...Another friend of mine is going on a power trip and one of my ex's that i'm still friends with is in love with me and is just...all over me! Geez Louise....And not to mention another girl i'm friends with wants me to leave heather and runaway with her....No! Never! Not for anything that anyone or anything can offer will i ever leave my babygirl! I love her too much! Another friend of mine was attacked and laid up in a hospital cause of me and another has a broken leg cuz of it and refuses to let anyone know whats goin' on (i thank him for that) ya know how it was broken! Why do i have to be so protective and like a mother to all my friends? they're gonna kill me! My girl Mindy has some major issues that i counsil so...grrrr! And Ms. All-knowing is freaking out over something that went down in Newport. I lost 3 very close friends...one to suicide, 2 murdered. All with in weeks of eachother! I'm sorry this is so long but i have to get it out! All this on top of home life....Mom and i fight constantly lately then complains when i stay gone or in my room because"we never get to see each other" don't get me wrong...i love my mom....we get along...at times,but just lately everything is a reason to fuss. Just everything...school, friends, home, and i would say work but i quit after 3 days (pathetic i know) I couldn't even last 3 days! It's too much all of it.....I wanna move to NC or KY...and just leave....Get heaven safe then leave! I hate this place...this whole frackin' planet is twisted and manipulative....sometimes i just wanna die....like right now...but i won't. only because of my angel....heather...she's my saviour and without her i have no reason to live....ok i'll end it here....this is already way, way too long......I'm so sorry guys!
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Post by Shadow on Oct 20, 2005 19:12:19 GMT -5
Hey baby... I'll take it this is what you needed to talk to me about? Don't be sorry, I mean it is a RANT thread. Love you baby
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Post by Brandybuck on Oct 20, 2005 19:56:36 GMT -5
Yes britt, stitch is right. This is a rant thread..this is what the thread was created for. I have used it myself as well.. It is here to provide us with the opportunity to "let everything come out" because we do not or cannot have any other outlet at times. I am very happy that you were able to get all of that out sweetie, and I hope that your luck turns around for the better.
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Post by Laurasia on Oct 20, 2005 22:18:35 GMT -5
Hi Miezakatze. ~hugs~ You sound as though you needed that, sweety. I also hope that your luck turns for the better sweety. As I have advised to someone else that we both know...there are times when you need to step away from certain things/people & take care of yourself first. While some things are rather urgent (like the friend that is being abused - I have lived through that pain myself), others (such as your friends' "injuries") can & should be dealt with by people other than yourself. You're in my thoughts & prayers, love. ~hugs~ P.S. Also Stitch & Brandybuck are right, hon. Your type of post is exactly why we have a Rant thread. There is no need to apologize, you didn't break any of the site rules by posting - no matter how long your rant was. Sincerely, Laurasia
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Post by Shadow on Oct 21, 2005 12:00:29 GMT -5
Yea Baby. Laurasia's right, don't know if you noticed but last night on the phone, but I even felt better. It's like a freedom that no one can ever take away. They may be mad with you for the time but they get over it. You and I both know how you get, and I"m not there to help you this time. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost you. Yeah, you're older but so what. Get some rest babe, don't worry about Thorpe, Eric, Jamie, or any of the others. Naveah can hold off a bit too. I know she'll understand. I love you babygirl.
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Post by miezekatze on Oct 21, 2005 15:26:07 GMT -5
Hey Laurasia ~hugs back~
What can i say other than thank you...I'm still sorry it's so long...not that i posted it just that it's so freaking long! LOL but it'll be ok....I mean (to CK) Jamie and i are fine now, Eric isn't really a problem just that Neveah's mom hits him more than her...after we take her where is he gonna go? we can't just leave him....he was already raped as a child by his step-brother at his dad's so he can't / wont go there then to have his mom and grandma abuse him....not to mention Neveah's broken his nose before....Thorpe i'm not worried about anymore.... Well thanx for having this forum and for the replies....i luv you all....(i love you Blutengel...)
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Post by twilight on Oct 21, 2005 18:46:31 GMT -5
Aw, I'ms o sorry you have to go through all this right now. I don't really have any advice for dealing in those situations, but you'll get through it. Don't worry about ranting on, like the others said, that's what this place is for. It's going to be ok. Have you ever read "Candide" by Voltaire? It will make everything that's happening seem better in comparison, and it will probably give you a laugh. It's a satire, where EVERYTHING goes wrong, and I mean EVERYTHING. Anyway, anytime you need to talk we're here. I wish you all luck and blessings!
~Aelish~
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Post by twilight on Oct 22, 2005 17:26:13 GMT -5
My gripes pale in comparison to some of these, and I really have nothing to complain about. I just thought I would post about this anyway; Laurasia and some others will know what I am talking about. This isn't really a problem with my life, just something I am a bit sad about. I am afraid I have been evicted from the Vampire forum, in its massive "cleanup." I am not exactly sure why, but most likely because I did not post very much. I'd been there for almost a year and a half and made less than sixty posts. I don't know much about Vampires, and I'm not really one for small talk, so I only posted when I has something to say. I think my input was valuable, but I respect their decision. I think it was a necessary move, because I too had noticed the cluttering up of the boards with repetitive, disrespectful, and chatty posts. Those of you who haven't been there might be wondering why I am talking about this; it really isn't a big deal to get kicked off a forum, it's not like I really knew anyone there, and it's not like my life is collapsing. Well I'm not really complaining, I'm just sad about it. I really liked that place, even though I didn't post much. Amid all the chat and stupid questions and answers was always interesting, intelligent information, and amid the role players and people wanting to be turned, there were always genuine, knowledgeable, honest, and open people - both vampire and human. I just began to correspond with a couple of people through pm and I was surprised at the wonderful answers I recieved to my questions, and at how nice it was to talk to people who understand. I am otherkin, and I think I might be a psi as well for several reasons, none of which are relevant here. So I felt really comfortable in a place where there were others like me, at least in someways. Like I said before, I am not complaining. I completely respect their decision. I'm just sorry to be excluded from the cleaned up Realm, because I am sure it will be even better than before. It was good while it lasted. Ah well, I wish them all luck.
~Aelish~
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Post by Shadow on Oct 22, 2005 17:48:35 GMT -5
Hey twilight. If they're "kicking you off" because you didn't post much then I know I'll be kicked off as well. Honestly after a while I got aggravated with it because of some of the people. No one here will say you're crazy or criticize you for who you are, what you do, who you're with. There are only two people at the Realms I still talk to, and I have one's email (Laurasia) and the other's screen name (DFM). I guess what I'm getting at is don't be sad about it. I mean, there's only like 3000 some odd people there! I'm in the same boat with you. You can still check the forums, just can't reply unless you're signed on, and who's to say you can't re-join under another name? Take care. -Heather
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Post by Brandybuck on Oct 22, 2005 17:58:38 GMT -5
I agree with Stitch, Aelish. Do not take it as anything personal to you..it is just a forum after all. I have been a member of various forums myself..It is true that I have never been let go from one, but I usually left on my own because the sites know longer held any excitement for me. Like you stated yourself sweetie, you did not know that much about the topics anyway..besides, we love you to tears here. You are safe with us.
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Post by twilight on Oct 22, 2005 18:53:24 GMT -5
yay! I feel better now! I love it here, too, and you guys are so supportive. Well, I don't feel great about it, but maybe I will reapply; although, I wouldn't want to do it under a different name - if they don't want me in there, then I don't want to sneak in. I've been looking at the form, and there's a question - "Why do you want to join?" so I would probably mention in there that I was a member before, and explain why I want to be one again.
Maybe I'll think about it, but when crappy things happen I usually think, What is the reason for this happening,and happening now? Sometimes it's actually for the better. We will see.
~Aelish~
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Post by Shadow on Oct 25, 2005 12:14:34 GMT -5
SCHOOL SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I hate it with a passion. And I only need two classes to graduate!!!!! Stupid school.. nothing but people and their dang drama.
-Heather
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Post by Laurasia on Nov 1, 2005 23:25:41 GMT -5
AAHHHHHH! This is exactly what I was talking about in my "Oddly Happy" thread! The stupid computer monitor dies & needs to be replaced the other night & I was perfectly fine with it. Yet just a moment ago I was nearly booted off-line because yet another freaking Netscape pop-up decided to "pop" between my two browsers!
I suddenly get a "You'll be shut down due to an illegal error" message & get thrown off of the browser that I'm using. This immediately causes me to yell, growl, punch one hand into the other, etc. (Or more correctly put, it doesn't "cause" me to do this, but that is how I choose to react.) What is up with that?! Sometimes I really hate this stupid machine. It's like it runs fine for a while & then suddenly it has one doosy of a hic-up for no apparent reason. ~sigh~
Sincerely, Laurasia
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